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wow...

11.03.07 (5:38 am) [edit]

It's been forever since i've posted here. i've been so busy lately. I'm taking AP courses and they are extremely time consuming, almost annoying really... how are you all doing?

I like it, I love it

06.03.07 (11:57 am) [edit]

June 2, 2007 The Moon is visiting the zodiac sign of Capricorn today. This Lunar position improves your ability to fit in with what a potential romantic partner wants. Can you follow the signals of what he or she wants until you have the person of your dreams? Well isn't this an interesting horoscope. I kind of like it lol. it means good things. =) Maybe between Matt & Me? Yesterday i went on the trampoline a lot and am still sore from all that jumping. I want to go on it a lot today but It's raining and it's wet. I don't want to slip, fall and hurt myself lol. I had a dream last night that my father joined the army and we had to move to Korea! lol. It was funny. We couldn't understand the language and stuff. =) not to much else is new around here. My dad is still sore from the surgery. I printed out pictures for Matt from my Euro Trip and put them into an Envelope. I'll give them to him Monday or Tuesday. We just blew a fuse lol. And LJ saved a draft bless them lol. I wasn't going to type this all over. Yesterday my mother made me pull the nieghboors weeds because my father went to the doctors twice this week. Makes a lot of sense doesn't it? She's so stupid sometimes. Ridiculous. And it was 8 degrees outside. GRRRRRRRRR well g2g bye

nothing much

05.12.07 (1:55 pm) [edit]

Hey everyone! I haven't been on in soo long lol. I made secretary for Key club and recieved a pride of niagara award yesterday! =) ATM (at the moment) my parents are getting ready for my cousins wedding, which my sister and I weren't even invited! Well earlier we went to my great-grandmother's to help her clean her van. And she gave me a $2 bill! It's really cool. well byes

Blue and Green

03.05.07 (5:59 pm) [edit]

Today was great! I got a 90 on my Science test! I'm a genius! lol. I knew I ace'd that test! Woo Hoo! lol. My Social Studies told Matt, Kelly, Steven and me that we can get into AP World and take a 12th grade course next year! How awesome is that?! I'm too smart! That means next year I'll have two twelfth grade classes. But I think they count towards college too, oh well it's something like that. I feel so terrible.I'm a terrible person. When I got home I had a piece of cake. I'm going to have to exercise for an hour and a half again tonight lol. I feel fat after eating that piece of cake lol. My Field trip is tomorrow! Yay! Wow we have so many field trips in English it's not even funny lol. But it is fun. My "Danielle has no friends" display name Which is indeed a joke has made an uproar amongst my friends lol. I guess i'll have to change it lol. 25 days! Omg! Aman and me were the only two at that Regents AP English test prep thing lol. It was cool. at least I know her otherwise I'd be lost lol. I didn't talk to Matt today. I haven't in a few ays again, since he yelled at me to get off his stairs lol. =( Well g2g The rabbits cages need cleaning and I need to exercise lol.

Blue and Green

03.05.07 (5:59 pm) [edit]

Arg..

02.19.07 (4:38 pm) [edit]

I'm mad. Some girl on VMKMagic took my avatar! You could at least ask to use it. So I put the same avatar on. The one that was MINE first. That makes me so mad. people do that to me all the time. Stupid idiots. That person never even ended up making my signature. Ugh..morons. Well, My grandmother hasn't come over yet. She was supposed to show us these scarves her friend made (by knitting, I believe) and see if we wanted any of them. I bet they look so pretty. I already have a blue knit one with sparkles that I recieved on Christmas which I already posted about I'm sure. I'm so cold still. I ran for ten minutes then walked for the rest of the mile. My legs hurt really bad after that lol. They stll do now actually. I'm very bored. I don't have much else to say right now. just bored, and mad. I will never understand life. I look at everyone and they're skinny and pretty, then I look at myself and ask, What happened? And everyone has boyfriends and great friends and I don't seem to have a close group of friends, I never have frankly. I thought God made no mistakes, but when I look at myself I think he definitely went wrong somewhere. I try to be happy but I can't. Nothing seems right. The only thing that seems right is Matt. That's just the depressed me talking. I seem to be very pesimistic lately. And The song Heaven Forbid (Which I'm listening to now) reminds me of my friends, they seem as though they have to have a boyfriend. And can't live without one. I dunno I'm just really thinking now lol. And Chuch every Sunday we go to tell God how bad we are. Isn't that kinda depressing or downing yourself? I never understood that part, but I've never been a religious person in my last 15 years of life, so I'm new to this thing. I do love it though but I just don't understand that concept. Then there's this part where we say in unison "the holy ghost, the catholic church, the communion of saints, the ressurection of sins" I don't get it. If we're presbyterians why are we talking about the catholics?! I dunno. I guess I have too much time on my hands. Well I'm gonna log off byes.

Would you go with me?

02.18.07 (2:17 pm) [edit]

My parents are looking to buy a new computer. I like the Mac but my parents or I believe that the Verizon internet would cooperate with it. The Mac has a cool PhotoBooth option. =) Plus it looked cool. Church was great. We welcomed a new pastor. He led a wonderful sermon. And on the 4th of March the youth group (including me) will hold a sermon. =) I get to read the Meditation, which is like at the very beginning. I am so excited. I love Church. And with Lent coming up I am going to give up Pop for 40 days and 40 nights. The new pastor also suggested reading certain gospels such as Matthew and Luke and John to serve different findings or learnings or perspectives about Jesus Christ. I also want to rehearse my reading for the sermon. I love Church it makes me feel like a good person. =) I also have ot exercise more. I feel so out of shape (Partly because I am but..). Well not to much is happening today. ttyl

Carry on

02.13.07 (1:45 pm) [edit]

Matt wasn't here today. =( Well it's not like it mattered because if he was we wouldn't have talked anyways. (Boy that was a pesimistic statement). My Math teacher wasn't here today, so I couldn't stay after for help. Shapedown is closed tomorrow due to the Storm that is coming tonight (or that's what they say). I will take the MOS Exam tomorrow considering the weather! If I pass, which I a hope I will, I will become MOS Certified. btw, MOS Stands for Microsoft Office Specialist. Take that! lol. I walked 4 miles yesterday which took a total of 90 minutes. I got a phone in my room! Muahaha! Now I'll never have to leave it! lol. We presented our Social Studies posters today. They were all pretty good, if you ask me and this class isn't usually very productive but maybe our student teacher brightened everybody's attitude lol. Deana went to the therapist today. I wonder how that went. I hope she actually talked about her problem and stuff, I'm the most glad that she's admitting she has a problem and she's willing to treat it. But I think that she knew better because I know she had more sense than that to actually cut herself. I soo cannot wait until Friday for Ski Club we're going during the day. I saw Becky at Bob Evan's yesterday. I had the grilled shrimp stir-fry. Very tasty, good flavor too I might add. I saw Tochette (SP?) (Ski Club teacher) in my study hall today. He was talking to my study hall teacher about how I Ski lol. I'm so excited about my Europe Trip. =) I soo cannot wait! In Art, Jaymie and Tonio were talking about Brittny lying to each of them and telling different sides of the story. Tonio asked me why I don't date and Jaymie mentioned Matt. (ugh..I thought, here we go lol) And he kept bringing it up and wanted to hook us up when he did't even know Matt (Thank goodnessand at least that I know of anyways). They didn't have that light-up case at Walmnart! Shoot. We should've bought it when we saw it and when it was there. I'm sore from walking that much yesterday. Especially my lumbar (or lower back). Well, I have nothing else to say really. bye

02.06.07 (5:13 pm) [edit]

Matt's classes were switched today! No! Omh this cannot be happening. Now he's only in my lunch and social studies class! :( I feel like I'm going to die! This can't get any worse! =( I'm so sad. Well I did see him in lunch he was talking to me and after he left Janelle was like "Get it" I hoped he didn't hear that lol. I also saw him in the hallway and I smiled at him and he was like "What?" I said "What?" Then he's like "You smiled at me" I said " Oh, it was nothing" Then he laughed lol. So clueless and funny. =) I feel so sad now. He's not even in my gym anymore! Stupid counselor. I want to have a talking with him/her lol. I loved looking forward to seeing him in my classes. I have nothing to stare at when I'm bored in spanish or science anymore. =( Deana told me that during gym her cell phone was stolen from the locker room! That's totally rotten. What is wrong with people these days?! Can't keep their sticky hands to themselves. I feel so bad for her. And she couldn't get a hold of her mom to tell her to shut it off. Sarah was taken out of my Math class! She said it was because she failed the Regents. I feel bad they didn't put her on probation or give her a second chance. That totally sucks. I feel bad for her. I love my new coat! It's a columbia and it's pink! =) It's so uber warm lol. Morgan loves it because it's pink. I have a headache. I'm hungry lol. I also changed my myspace it has a new layout. I absolutely love it! It's splatters. The only thing is that the contact box seems a bit small. I should change it. Me, Jaymie and LaDara were goofing off so badly during Art today. The whole class probably thought that we were all crazy lol. I didn't ask my father how the court trial thingy went today. Probably not very good. I hope nothing too bad though. I do have Homework but I really don't feel like doing it right now. Myspace seems so much better lol. Actually is it so much better and more interesting. Report cards are supposed to be coming home soon. I'm kind of nervous since I don't know my social grade or gym or art even. My parents are fighting over the court thingy. Gosh, I hate when they fight. It scares me. I always think that they'll divorce. But I know they won't but I get scared because like half (Actually more than half it seems) of my friends parents are divorced. My friend Janelle I guess is now in one of Matt's classes. I told her earlier about him maybe a month ago well she said she talked to him today and asked about me!!! How can I face him tomorrow?! This is what she said to him: (So she told me) the one u seen in lunch ya well as of today hes in my spanish class for good and i was like soooooo u kno danielle (Last name) and he was like ya and stuff and i was like u should buy her a carnation for a dollar cuz they r sellin them for vday and stuff and he was like maybe and stuff and ya i was gonna say sumthin about askin u to the winterfest but i didnt, i was like shes funny and nice and stuff. You know I was soo mad and embarassed. I can't go to school tomorrow, or the rest of the year. Friends think they're helping when they're not lol. Well byes.

What A day

01.30.07 (9:12 am) [edit]

I'm staying home sick today, hoping that I can kick this cough/cold thing lol. I hardly slept last night because I was coughing so much. I couldn't breathe either. I doubt I'll have missed much today. I'm tired, cold and lonely and bored lol. My Father is home but he's sleeping. And my dog's sleepingwith hm so I'm all alone lol. I should take a shower. My hair is all greasy and so is my face and stuff. Eww...lol. Tonight we (The Sabres) play The Boston Bruins. I hope we win. We haven't been winning in the past few months it seems. My toes hurt really bad today. I knew I was going to pay for all that walking and running I did yesterday somehow lol. So at least I can rest them while I'm taking a day off to rest up and get rid of my cold for good. I'm starting to get a headache because it's just about lunch time right now. Actually we'd be in Science and I'd probably be chatting with Matt and Denise. Which is very enjoyable. btw UPDATE: I'm thinking of naming my iPod Maria. It's sweet sassy and my iPod is pink so Matt or Seth would sound funny.But so would naming your iPod in general lol. Did you hear about how that R&B singer Brandy hit that car! I feel so bad for the family. How sad. She probably wasn't paying attention because she should have been able to stop to not hit her or been far enough away from her. The car looks totaled, wrecked, devastated. And that's so sad how Barbaro passed away. :( He will be remembered by all. A big loss for the owners and even the Jockey. It makes me sad to see my Barbaro Beanie Baby plush on my desk knowing he's gone. A lot of bad things have been happening around here, If you ask me. I have my blue sparkly scarf on that My grandmother gave to me for Christmas. I love it. It keeps my neck warm. =) It's boring here lol. So quiet. I do have my iPod playing though but still. I'm on DisneyChannel.com lol. I haven't been on there in forever. I should print our coloring pages. Would you believe that Matt told me he asked for a Coloring book for Christmas? Is that normal? lol. I love coloring. Although nobody knows I do. =) Except Matt lol when we talking about that. Which was like last year. Oh, Good times lol. And many more to come this year, I'm sure. ;) Well, I'll post tomorrow or later if anything happens adios for now.

My return

01.16.07 (2:41 pm) [edit]

Long time no hear from me right? Well here's the news. My computer has been down and my father has been trying to fix it but by means is no Bill Gates.LOL. The Regents tests are coming up and we had no school today! We might not tomorrow either!! It's only 20 degrees which is the coldest we've had so far. We had no power yesterday from 11:15 A.M. to 6:30 P.M. It's terrible not having T.V. or computer. But we made it through lol. We have no school today and they also said tomorrow. I hope so then we'd have a 5-day weekend!! I'm not even supposed to be on the computer because we've having problems with it still lol. A tree fell down in our backyard and it fell onto the garage. But luckily no harm done. :) Today is nice and bright out compared to yesterday but that's because we didn't have any power also. My toes are still hurting!! Arg! I finished Best Frinds for Never and I'm on Revenge of the Wannabees (SP?). I love these books so good and full of drama. Muahaha! I couldn't even go on the Treadmill yesterday to walk a mile or two which I just recently started doing. Today is also going to be boring in the fact that my father has to sleep during the day. I hate Shift (SP?)-work. I missed a lot of the posts on VMKMAgic lol. So I have a lot of catching up to do there. Well ttyl byes.

An Extroadinary Feeling

01.10.07 (4:29 pm) [edit]

Today while walking to lunch My ponytail was yanked and I looked behind me and there was...Matt! LOL. He was looking the other way and pointing in another direction lol. Kari goes Don't take that from him. I was laughing. She so little and he's huge! lol. Like 6ft! But he's also a football player. So we were walking and he puts his hand on my shoulder, and I got chills down my spine lol. He started explaining his theory on "Mrs.Alex" Our spanish teacher who always thinks he copied someone's work or doesn't understand it LOL. It's so funny it gets him sooo mad! The thing I love about Matt is he makes me smile constantly. He totally cheers me up. :) He probably doesn't have a clue. Today was awesome! In Art class LaDara, Jaymie and me were laughing so hard and goofing off. I was telling Jaymie about all the boys that LaDara has met that were supposedly sweet when she met them at first but turned her off by calling her names being mean, acting immature and stuff. She was also telling us about a boy who was trying to guess her name! LOL It was hilarious. We were laughing so much we couldn't stop. It snowed all day today!! There is about 2-4inches on the ground and it's about roughly 25 degrees! I live for this weather!! I love it! I can't wait to Ski on Friday! Hopefully Liz will come. I have been writing a list of songs I want on my iPod. I haven't put any songs on it yet. I've still been trying to learn more about iTunes and stuff. My toes are still hurting! Arg! It's really annoying. They hurt so much and they hurt really badly. :(. I'm trying to pick which song I want for my myspace lol. It's either I write sins not tragedies or The only Difference. Any other suggestions? I want to go to Claire's and buy that purse already! LOL. I don't really have much else to say. I'm Kinda bored lol. Well I'll write later.

Out with the old in with the New!

01.06.07 (10:25 am) [edit]

My parents went to go out looking for a new computer. The computer I'm on now is a 2004-05 and our other one is a '98 and it's pretty much shot. So my Dad wants a new one to replace it. I feel much better today which is a plus. Well the Sabres lost last night 4-2 against the Pittsburg Penguins. I hope Biron will hold for us against the Maple Leaves. I know he'll do his best just like Miller did. They are the two best goalies EVER! And they're ours! Muahaha!! lol. Ok. I'll stop. Can we put cursors on here for our Journal? Does anyone know? 'Cause I'm looking and there are some cute ones :D :) I'll try one. I've also been looking for one for my myspace. My old layout have one but this new layout just has a regular one. Oh well Ttyl Byes

So yesterday.

01.04.07 (8:01 am) [edit]

I feel just like I did yesterday. I came home early today. I was going to try to stay in school but I feel terrible. My nose is also runnng so annoying. :(. I have to do an Essay for my AP English and I know I have to do the part 2 for a practice exam for my AP Math. I have to study for social and I forgot my science again. Oh well I guess.

Killer Pain

01.03.07 (6:10 pm) [edit]

My Toes once again have striked up, enraged with pain. I have ice on them now but I don't know what to do. There's nothing wrong with them I had an X-Ray done on them, btu yet they still hurt! It's frustrating and painful! I hurt them last summer last week of July '06. And still are hurting to this day. Maybe it's because of Gym, We're playing Volleyball that uses your toes a lot. oh well for now I guess they'll hurt. Any tips? ttyl

A new kind of feeling

01.03.07 (7:13 am) [edit]

I feel terrible. My head is hurting so bad ans I feel incredibly nauseous. :( I was watching America's Next Top Model and it was pretty good. I feel bad for Cassie :(.My stomach also feels terrible. It's like turning inside of me. And it's I good thing I didn't have any tests today. I wish this feeling would go away. I took some tylenol for my headache but it still hurts just as bad. My neck is also sore and my toes have unbearable pain. :( This flu is ridiculous. I still have an appetite so that is good. I am very cold and cannot warm up :(. I joined Livejournal. It's pretty cool. My username is underthestars1. :D Check it out. I wish I could put a cool layout but you have to pay for that. Why would you pay to customize an online blog?! Oh well. ttyl byes

Another day in Paradise

01.02.07 (1:42 pm) [edit]

Today was pretty good except I had a headache I still do now but it's a bit better I guess. I also feel like I'm going to throw up. I know not pretty lol. Well I am enjoying Reckless one of my new books. I have HW to do but it's not due until Friday so I guess it's alright for now lol. I also forgot to bring home my stuff to study for science. it's alright I guess. I hate that class anyways. Frickin' idiots are always screwing around in that class and the teacher does nothing. How am I supposed to work with it being so loud? I'm ready to just walk out of there. I decided to cancel my Xanga account. I like this place much better. But I dunno about Live journal and other places. I am freezing cold and I'm wearing a sweater! My teeth hurt and that's not good lol. don't ask me why either because I myself do not know. Swedish Fish are very addicting lol. And Ski club was canceled this Friday the place isn't going to be opened. Must not be enough snow :( Well I don't have too much to much say except I finished the last bit of Swedish fish I had. :(

A walk to remember

01.01.07 (6:02 pm) [edit]

I went on a walk to TARGET with my sister and we had fun. It was nice to get out and talk together have some bonding time. Well I happened to spend $50 of my $91 there lol. I bought: ~3 books. (Hoot, The Pretty committee strikes back, and converstaions with the fat girl) ~The Fray's How to save a like CD ~Two bags of Swedish fish ~A journal I was going to buy a purse that was $16.99 and it was pretty big :) I think I might go get it. Now I just have to finish up my old one LOL. My father also bought The call of Duty 2 for our game cube and it rocks! I got really far! Well VMKMagic isn't working and it's making me worried. I feel like I got banned. I was going to join Xanga/blogger and or Livejournal They have some cool layouts and I'd like to be apart of another blogging community. :D

Xanga/Blogger/Livejournal?

01.01.07 (11:54 am) [edit]

I was looking for blog designs and stuff when I found these sites? Is anyone on here apart of them? They seem cool. But I dunno If I'd like two or three different blogs. What you think about those sites? Pros/cons?

Happy new year!

01.01.07 (11:34 am) [edit]

I had a ice day yesterday! I went to the mall with my mother and my sister. I had $91 dollars of Christmas money you wouldn't believe it but I came home with $91 dollars of Christmas money LOL. I was going to buy this adorable POTC2 Purse at Claire's but it was $18.50!! That's a lot but I think I'll get a coupon and buy it because I really liked it. I also wanted to buy 2 or 3 hoodies at The GAP for $12.00 dollars a piece I believe. But I didn't Don't ask me why but since I've gotten babysitting jobs and handling my own money I'm more hesistant to spend it lol. Funny how that works isn't it? Church was fun. I've noticed that there a lot of elders there. But my friend Hannah who I just learned also goes there is going to tell me about the activities and youth groups I could join with her to meet new teens and make more friends. That would be nice. Well I still haven't figured out on how to work my digital camera but I still need re-chargeable batteries. I have also been asking for an iPod. The pink 4GB Nano. :D My parents are thinking about it so I dunno yet lol. Ski club's starting this Friday but it's supposed to rain, be 41 degrees and we have no snow yet!!!!! I definitely need to get into shape. I feel worse. But I don't feel like working out. But I think I'll walk 3/4 of a mile today. It'll only take 45 minutes just by walking cause I've timed it before. And my jeans feel tighter so I know that I surely need to drop some pounds. I would like to start karate or Dance. That'll shapen me up. I should aks the rents (abreviation for parents lol):D. I wish I could just be skinny. But I guess God doesn't always make it easy now does he? lol. I also need to get into better shape for my Europe Trip that is coming up in March! I so cannot wait! But this year has gone so incredibly fast. I've made so many new memories to last me a lifetime. Here are my New years Resolutions! 1. Lose weight 2. Do better in school 3. Make more friends 4. Continuously attend Church (Become involved) 5. Try to make the Tennis team this summer and not hurt myself.